ferret hearted!
As incompetent in life as in death, I loathe myself and in this loathing I dream of another life, another death. And for having sought to be a sage such as never was, I am only a madman among the mad.
words from the mouth of a professional martyr fetishist
hi i'm a sad girl who loves someone i have never met too much. i am sad all the time. this is me yelling into the nothing because i dont know what else to do and i have nowhere else to go. i am an eternally lovesick idiot :3
im writing this site because i have no one to confide in and i feel like i will explode. in my less miserable moments i will probably discuss things i think/like/do. this website is dedicated to my beloved :3
causes of my sadness (in no order)
- him
- me
- politics (him by proxy)
- health
- him^2
- my paralyzing fear of embarassment
- my friend/brother
(who i have never met, also due to him by proxy [though they are not the same person])
stuff
- music i like
- art
- We Will All Go Together When We Go
- sites
- FERRETS
- i love him
- on ravens
- on petpet park
